Monday, April 26, 2010

Destruction of My Life.

Day after day, after tired build my life whole day and night, I found myself in destruction. I build every ladder of my life, I build it for myself that I may see the sun shining upon my face, that I may see the moon shining upon my heart, that I may see the stars shining upon my smile; I build it with my spirit but I just can see destruction of my life.

I tried to build my life as perfect as other people can do, but my life embedded deep inside the shadows.
I tried to breathe but there's no air, I feel like I'm breathing in the space full of blood.
I tried to speak, but my voice screaming inside of my heart that no one could hear every beat of my heart.
I lift my hands to achieve life, but I just reached dust of life.
I tried to stand up, but the storm of hypocrite always dropping me lying on the ground full of hatred of mankind that nobody cares about me.

Although I always smile in front of you, but behind that smile, you never knew my world was falling apart. If the life can be build by using the computer, I will create the world full of colors; means there would be the happiness, joyfulness, gladness, cheerfulness, pleasure, bliss...

I know this writing is too short to tells you about my life but if I written anything about my life on this blog, I think it not enough.
Thank you for reading.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

My New Hair

At last, I cut off my hair. I don't know what kind of fashion it is but it like the Chinese teenager hairstyle.. hahaa.. it is Chinese guy who cut off my hair. I suggest him to cut my hair like emo hairstyle, I even show him emo hairstyle photos, but he cut it in different way and make me think that I look like Yan Ya Lun (Fahrenheit singer) LOL...
Consequently, I accept it as my new hair style.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010



It was a raining day when I type something on this wall and I am too speechless to start this entire thing, seem like I am not suitable for this website, maybe because it new for me.